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Make a huge cup of tea or coffee, relax, take a seat. Try not to judge, clean your thoughts , reflex and breathe. I will do my best to guide you here through the fog of our every day lives and problems, deaths and love problems, children crying and financial burdens we have here and there. I wish to share with you and enjoy, write a short spell and enchant you. We all have that small corner in our houses and flats, where we can sometimes hide from everyone, turn off our bloody phones and light a candle for our husband who is in a hospital, for our sick friend or for ourselves, when in pain and suffering. We can also light a candle when we are loved or in love, grateful and full of deep joy. We can visualise and see our future, ask and change, empower ourselves.
Firstly, I would like to underline that these writings were never meant to make you believe in something nor to make you accept one or another way of living. At the end of the day, we all choose our life paths.
These texts are not for anyone who is not capable of letting go of rigid canons and principles. My writings are not here to transform anyone who is not willing to be transformed. You do not need to be transformed, you can simply read it and even despise it. You are free to feel however, but you need to reflex. Even My opinions are not special in any way. The same as individual love is not special at all when observed from the outside, with no interest or no involvement. Therefore, why write it? Well, because it is unique if you really get involved.
This very intimate insight into what I might call, a “spiritual path”, is a path that many have started, and it does not come easy. This fruit of investigation is for all the people who really do not care about already beaten paths. It is for the people ready to dig into various aspects of esotherism, spirituality and witchcraft. It is for the people who read books on the topic, people who believe in the old superstitions and ways, and not for the ones who believe they can open an app and find their path and inner blessing. Furthermore, it is meant for the ones capable of seeing yonder, where there are spirits and crafts and spells and plants, somewhere over there, where it might be dark, but also there might lie certain answers made only for you and your personal development.
I do not discuss and I do not debate anything here. For me, there are no discussions and no debates when for each it is a different rule, a unique way and one or the other formula. Each one of us has its own witchcraft and magic, the same as we have a unique fingerprint. There are no two people on this planet with the same experience in this field. That is why this is so personal and one of a kind, that dies with us once we die.
There are a few goals I would like to achieve with this small project. Firstly, I would like to leave some of my thoughts behind me, for my family, my son and his children. I am very much fond of the idea that in the future generations, there will be another small creature interested in this topic the same as I am now. It started as a very personal project. But then again, this path is a quite lonely path. There are no crowds here, no masses, no one to talk to but your deepest inner being and, of course, I accept this. Nevertheless, it was wonderful, the feeling was amazing, when a few times I had contact with some people that I respect from this area. It gave me a certain comfort, just knowing they are real and live somewhere on this planet. Therefore, yes, I wish to be there for each one of you out there, the ones who stand alone and dedicate their free time reading, investigating and practicing this craft, which I wouldn´t call religion nor would I call it studies. It is a way, a way of being and connecting with yourself and with the deepest layers of this and other worlds.
I was born into a family full of doctors and educated people, even in the times when that really wasn´t something very common. In my family it is difficult to say there were any religious people, at least not religious from their childhood. I would say they had and they still have a more of a phylosophical twist in their ways of seeing and analysing this world. This is very common in the people of knowledge and in the people who have witnessed many deaths.
I was never keen on investigating or practicing any kind of a religion. My opinion always was that religion was made by others to impose and cut the nonesense in the crowd of people. To cut the individual approach, to make your life easier by giving you an opportunity of buying your redemption. The feeling of guilt, and guilt is a heavy burden, can easily control your life and your choices. It is fine for anyone who feels nice in that circle, for all the people who see the light in that way of living. Of course, if the light is what they are searching. If the redemption is what they are seeking for whatever guilt they were told to feel.
I am happy and grateful to say that I was lucky enough to skip all that and maintain my mind and soul flexible enough to see there are many ways and many other circles, that you can feel free when not being guided. I am happy when I am solitary in my own circle.
Of course, there was always something in me that made me feel like an outcast. I have a strong character and I have never ever felt bad about it. Maybe a bit lost or lonely as a child and a teenager. I felt alone when with many people. I was attracted to a darker twist in the art and art in general, literature and music. I moved in groups which were always a minority and I never cared about the other people´s opinion. I do not come from a line of witches, even though there were a few of ancestors who clearly had a gift and no interest in it. They simply knew things.
There are two ways to start this sort of journey: either you were born into a witchy family or you have always leaned towards it and started practicing it. Mine was the second one. It felt natural and it felt like coming home. It felt comfortable and mine. Personal. It changed my mind and heart. It opened a treasure chest and fulfilled my life with abundance and security. It gave me an opportunity to change and help. To heal or avoid being hurt.
It it utterly important to understand this: you can cast spells successfully and never even touch the inner spirituality nor develop it. It does not necessarily go together, but in my opinion it should. Otherwise, it is like reading a book and never understanding anything from it, just obtaining a certain and a very specific result. It means being once again quite superficial in your investigation.
Then, how do you start? Well, there is no recipe for a successful journey. I wouldn´t even say there is a successful or unsuccessful journey, it is not something you can measure in that way. If it feels natural and good, then it is for you then. I can only tell a bit of what theree is to share, but for the rest, you start from a scratch and you start alone.
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